Friday, January 20, 2012

Welcome bitches!
ROCKER SASS IN DA CLUBBBBB

I missed y'all.
Thank you for all the emails and messages of support and love.
Again, I am astounded by your kindness.
We live in a beautiful world.

Sass 2.0 is in full force.
I really am a new version of myself.
I've learned more about me than I ever thought possible.
I always loved me, but now I feel connected.
My mind, body and soul are all learning to work together instead of against each other.
I'm one jacked up chick.
I used to be scared shitless to have a daughter like me.
BUT then I stopped being a negative nincompoop and realized I am the only one who could guide her.

Which is why I'm currently writing a book!
It contains all the advice I wish I would have taken and the things I wish someone would have told me when I was in my teens.
The past doesn't define you, but it does create the path the soles of your shoes must walk.
Only you can change that path, and it can't happen overnight.
And if you're not careful, you can create a path of quicksand. Or lava.
Or like legos and marbles and toothpicks or something.

It takes practice and self-discipline and patience.
All things I hate, but have learned to appreciate.
More on that later.

For now, I'll catch you up via my iPhone pictures.
They're all incredibly random.
And out of order because I am getting used to the new Blogger uploader thingy (which is way easier! Blogger got behind on the times.)
And they are mostly of me.
I have some with others, but I'm not ready to bare all the details just yet.


This was Monday night.
I've been doing some MAC face shots.
So much fun, free makeup, and a creative outlet for me.
And relaxing.
This was the final product.
I love it.


This was the first day of 2012.
A fresh start.
Remember these little sweeties?
Holding and playing and singing and babbling with them heals all wounds.
They're almost 8 months!
This is a picture my sister sent me on my second day of work.
Seriously! I melt.
Big news! I had my first Waffle House experience.
Dirty good.
Cheesy grits to die for. Bangin waffles. And eggs cooked in bacon grease.
Sass heaven.
Last weekend.
60 degrees.
Playing outside.

Same day...having a lil photoshoot.
I like to practice my faces for real photoshoots.
And I liked the Forever XXI shades I found when cleaning my car.
And I discovered Instagram which is why many of these have effects.
Love.
Sooooo I got another tattoo.
This one is cooler, though.
A little H for my last name.
Something no one can take from me.
Something I was born into.
Something I'm proud of.
Behold the H.

Pierce!
I did a photoshoot showcasing this ridiculously expensive handmade necklace made of bones.
This naturally dirty Nordic look is ROCKIN.
If I could live somewhere where this is accepted I would go immediately.
More of the photo shoot.

I made an impromptu trip to NYC for the sole purpose of seeing the Rockafeller Christmas tree.
It's as magical as I had hoped it would be.
The nightlife was ILL!
And that's me on the plane ride home. Glad I went.
On the subway like a boss.

BFF in San Diego Jeanie came to town for Christmas!
Not sure why I'm wearing my brother's head thingy.
One mystery of many.

He came out with us that night.
I wish this picture had better quality.
I'll have to figure that out.

The uggs I got for Xmas!
So this is the bulldog puppy I had for two weeks.
His name is Hamlet.
He blends into my bed.

This one slipped in. Not one of my brighter days.
Halloween monkeys!
Ham had lots of health issues.
Roly poly tongue.

Loves clean laundry.



Little dude.
Had two many health issues.
I couldn't afford him.
I had to give him back to the breeder.
Heartbreak.
I don't have Josie anymore.
I tried to distract myself from missing her, but nothing can ever fill that hole in my heart.
Heartbreak.
My favorites.

Blaine's smile kills me! Tongue out and everything.

Sleepy monkey.
The snoozin racoon.

My favorite boys.
Pierce has his arm around Blaine!


That's all for now dear kittens.
That sort of caught you up.
And that's kind of how my life has been.
Out of order.
Days blend into the next.
My shattered heart breaking into smaller pieces.
But I'll let those shattered pieces grind themselves into glitter and sprinkle them on the new heart that is growing inside me.
So I never forget the mistakes I've made.
I'll never forget where I've been.
But I'll never let it stop me from where I'm going.


Sky's the limit.

XOXOXO

3 comments:

  1. Great post.
    Welcome back.
    Those boys are soo cute.

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  2. So glad to see you!! Your nephews are adorable!

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  3. Alot of good memories we had in a short time. Will never forget those trips and times I got to introduce you to some of my simple joys. Miss you Sarah!!!

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